Below are the 14 most recent journal entries recorded in not_butta's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, March 4th, 2008
9:46 pm	I'ma blog about it. What the fuck is wrong with people? I mean seriously? People think that they can just continuously fuck you over, use you, and piss you off everyday and when you mess up one little time that they have the fucking right to be so pissed off that they don't talk to you? Hmmm, sounds slightly extremely fucked up to me. I really wish that people would understand that everyone fucks up. I mean this person should understand better than anyone else, she does fuck up constantly. And the real kicker is that we've been friends for 8 years (a.k.a. i've been putting up with her shit for 8 years) and this is the first time that I even semi-messed up. I thought that being someone's "best friend" meant that you stuck by each other through thick and thin, no matter what happens. Maybe that's just my fucked up idea? No? I didn't think so. I just hope that this chick realizes that no one else will put up with her shit, listen to her when she bitches about everything under the fucking sun, and all around be her friend for as long as I have. I really hope that you enjoy having no true friends, seeing as you just got rid of your only one. ( Come See about me )
Sunday, October 7th, 2007
11:44 pm	Well, It's Been A While... So I thought that I'd go ahead and post something. A lot has changed yet again since the last time I posted anything...imagine that. My "great boyfriend" from my last entry and I are broken up and don't even speak anymore. We ended on bad terms. But other than that things seem to be going pretty well for this gal. It's my senior year, I love my friends to death, I've made lots of new friends and have reconnected with some old ones,and I've just been living my life the best way I know. I am quite optimistic about this year and think that things will go quite well for me, no more drama, no more stupid people. This year is all about having fun, hanging out with my best friends and just living life with out adult responsibilities because this is my last year of being a child. Live long, Love life! <3 Kendall ( Come See about me )
Thursday, February 22nd, 2007
4:22 pm	Hmmmm...comtemplative thoughts... So, yeah, a lot of things have happened since I last posted anything on here. Let's start with the worst of them all...someone who I thought was my friend went around school saying that I was a coke head...yeah, let's think about this for a second shall we:first of all, do I have the kind of money to support such an expensive habit(bye the bye I am currently unemployed and have been since this summer)? That would be a no. Secondly, do I look like a coke addict? Come on now, let's get serious...again, that's a no. You and I both know that I am no coke addicted, druggy, skank, or whatever other names you can think of so, that doesn't really bother me anymore. Now that that shit is out of the way...we can move on to the better events in my life at the moment. I got a really good role in the school musical and have lot's of lines and I even get to sing solo in a couple of songs! Well, I've saved the best for last, I have the most amazing boyfriend in the entire world! He's amazing in every way! YIPPEEEEE! I finally found a good one! lol ( Come See about me )
Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
3:57 pm	Not Ready to Make Nice After all the shit that I've had to put up with from two so called "friends" this summer I can't believe that they are still pulling their shit! The one thing that pisses me off more than anything else is being lied to...so guess who does it? MY FUCKING EX BEST FRIEND! I called just to see what she was up to and she told me she was in Auberndale, so I went out with some other friends and we had to drop someone off which happened to live in my other friends neighborhood so we drove by my other friends house and guess who's car was sitting right outside...MY FUCKING EX BEST FRIEND! Ain't that just shit. Well, I'm done with them unless they call me to apologize for all their bull shit. ( Come See about me )
Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
11:39 pm	Totally Gay...grrrr Wow, lately I haven't had the best luck with my friends! It seems like as soon as we get everything back to normal, it all goes down the shitter again! I always thought that me and a certain friend of mine would always be friends, but ever since I got to Seattle and even a little before I left now that I think about it, she has been calling my other friend who is up here with me. I know I'm probably sounding selfish, but I've called her multiple times and she still calls my other friend. I've sat and listened to her cry and bitch and complain, and I come up here and am going through some hard times with my dad and she hasn't even called to say, she has called my other friend! FUCK! I guess I just need to find some new friends that aren't so freakin'...I don't even know what words would be good to describe how they are acting right now! I hope that it all changes by the time I get back, but those two are going to have almost a month to hang out and they'll probably become best friends and I'll no doubtedly be put on the back burner, even more than I am now(that is, if that's possible). Oh well, maybe I just need to find something better to do with my time than hang out with them. As I'm typing this they are on the phone laughing and talking and I'm just kind of sitting here and I feel totally like the odd man out. I told my friend who is with me to say "hi" for me and she just ignored me and kept on talking, but you know what...FUCK IT! I'm just gonna quit talking about this because it's just making more mad than I already am! DAMN IT! Kendall (1 Didn't Forget about me | Come See about me )
Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
2:53 pm	Fuck! Have you ever been so fed up with people's bull shit that you just want to say "hey fuck you our friendship is over"? Right now that is how I am feeling about two people who I thougt were my best friends. Honestly, I wouldn't mind if they didn't call me to do stuff with them because I have my own friends as well, but the fact that they tell me stupid lies just pisses me off! Lying to someone is like saying "your dumn enough to believe this bull shit" and it really truly pisses me off! And it really hurts because I thought that me and one of those people were so close that our friendship would never end, but now I'm really thinking that it might... none of this shit would have ever happened if we wouldn't have starting hanging out with the other person who just happens to be a lying bitch, I just found that out too late I suppose. I could do with out one of the people, but the other is like a sister to me and I can't believe her right now, I've never done anything so bitchy and I've never lied to her, but I guess I'm just gonna have to tell them both that our friendship is over unless they straighten up and stop lying to me. Damn, I never thought things would end this way, but what has happened has happened and what will happen will happen. It just really really sucks that I have to lose two of my best friends, and it's all because of stupid lies and sneaking things behind my back. FUCK! I just wiah that I could go back to Freahman year when everything was awesome and we didn't start hanging out with that bitch! Damn, a lot can change over 1 year's time, and it hasn't changed for the best! Fuck! ( Come See about me )
Sunday, July 24th, 2005
11:37 pm	MOVING! I start moving to Berry Hill tommorow! I'm really excited to finally get out of the crapy old house that I live in now and move into my new-ish house and get a bigger room! It's gonna suck having to move all the shit out of my house but I got rid of most of the stuff in my room and plus, most of my cousins are gonna help us move. So, yeah, it's gonna be an experience! PEACE! Current Mood: busy (1 Didn't Forget about me | Come See about me )
Monday, July 18th, 2005
5:34 pm	I'm Back! I am finally back from Washington where I spent most of my summer. It was ok but I could have had a way better summer. My dad only took three days off the whole summer, and that was at the very begining when my brother was about to come back home. Oh well, my friend Kaley came up for the last ten days so they were pretty fun. Well, I g2g I have to pack up all my stuff because I'm moving to this place by garden grove called berry hill or something like that. Peace! ( Come See about me )
Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
8:41 pm	Blank I don't really know what to talk about so I'm forewarning you that I am going to ramble A LOT! So if you don't like rambling...stop reading NOW! Ok, so right now I am still in Washington and I am pretty homesick, which is pretty funny cuz the past 5/6 years I had been wanting to live here but now that I have a couple of friends I want to be home. So, that's pretty much how I'm feeling at the moment, and I'm a little bored. On Monday my dad, step mom, brother, step sister and I went to this place called Birch Bay. It was pretty fun cuz we stayed in this condo thingy on the beach. But we didn't go swimming in the ocean cuz I mean, come on, WE'RE IN FREAKIN' WASHINGTON MAN! But when the tide was out we walked around on the sand and in little pools of water. We saw lots of sand shrimp and baby crabs, it was pretty cool. But we only got to stay until today so now we are back home again and my brother leaves to go back to Florida tomorrow so I'm gonna be super bumed out until Kaley gets here on July 8 which couldn't come any slower. Oh well, I'm tired of typing so I'm gonna go play SUPER NINTENDO with my bro and sis. Peace! Current Mood: tired ( Come See about me )
Sunday, June 19th, 2005
10:05 am	Father's Day Weekend!(contd.) The indoor football game kicked ass! It was so much fun! We were really close to the field, right by the goal thingy! It was so awesome! I almost lost my voice from yelling so much. hahaha! Then, last night we went to these totally redneck stock car races. It was pretty cool cuz we got in free(shhhhh don't tell anyone). I'm not sure if I would have gone if we had to pay to get in, but it was pretty cool. They had these figure 8 races and a lot of cars collided in the middle and it was pretty awesome, they also did that with buses and cars with boats behind them and it was cool when the cars crashed, flipped, and spun out! I had a pretty good time but I don't think I would go again if I have to pay. haha sorry, this is a really long entry so I'm gonna stop now. I'll update more when more things happen. Peace out bitches! haha jk BYE! Current Mood: chipper ( Come See about me )
Thursday, June 16th, 2005
11:01 pm	Father's Day Weekend! I'm still in Washington so I am going to be with my dad for Father's Day. Tomorrow we are going to an indoor football game and we are sitting 11 rows up and right in the corner of the endzone. I don't know anything about football and I've never even watched a whole game of football so I don't know how much fun I'm going to have, but It's for my dad so I have to go. It might be cool tho? who knows. Yeah, then on Saturday we are going to some kinda demotlition races or something like that and I've never been to that either but, it seems really redneckish, but it's for my dad............. so I guess I'll go. Yeah, so that's about it. I will update on sunday(hopefully)to say how the weekend went. Peace Bitches! lol jk sorry, I had my Gangsta moment for the day hahaha Current Mood: content ( Come See about me )
Monday, June 6th, 2005
10:54 pm	In Washington Hey there, I haven't updated in a while because I have been in Washington without a computer most of the time. I am in Washington and I am visiting my dad and step-family. I am missing all my friends in the good ol' W.H., what's up my homies?! lol haha I wish that I was home so leave me a message to let me know that I am still loved! Thanks kids! haha ( Come See about me )
Monday, May 30th, 2005
11:17 pm	Memorial Day! Today was memorial day(obviously) and I went with my friend Kaley to her Aunt Sheila's house for a little partay tipe thing. Kaley and I played pool almost the whole time and I TOTALY OWNED! Yeah, that's right, I OWNED AT POOL! But, it was mostly because she and her brother Hobie kept hitting the 8 ball in on accendent, but oh well, I STILL OWNED! I also played foozball, but not really because we had to leave as soon as the game started, but I did score the first and only goal, so that means that I won! Woo Hoo! (2 Didn't Forget about me | Come See about me )
Saturday, May 28th, 2005
10:40 pm	Scurrcrow You scored as Scarecrow. You're the twisted SCARECROW! Born under Jonathan Crane, you were an intelligent psyche professor until things went horribly wrong! Now you use chemicals to induce panic and fear in your victims! Although not a well-known criminal, Gotham City had better watch out! </td> Scarecrow 100% Two Face 95% Poison Ivy 90% Catwoman 80% The Riddler 70% Mr. Freeze 65% The Joker 60% Penguin 35% Which Batman Villain Are You Most Like? created with QuizFarm.com (1 Didn't Forget about me | Come See about me )